二十大壽

at last, he didn't show his stand. 1X is over, there ist any tear on my face.it is impossible to become like this.i m getting crazy in this period.thousand n thousand of my tears ran out from my eyes at any time, atany places, at home, at sch, during econ lesson, looking ifc, crossinghunghum tunnel...i am being crazyi wont be the loser compare with such a ugly bitch!!helpthere are so many romantic memories flow through my brain.i want to have a car accident from youso than i can forget you, and i can be the hugh burden for yr rest oflife, isnt it gooc?can i have a love eraser, please, godi dun want to think about the image of you n the bitchi dun want to see you shopping with her for baby clothingi dun want to see you pick the bitch upi dun want to see you in ifc with the bitchso many i dun want.forgetting you is better than living rationallyi want to drunk in order to forget youwhere r u now, is it true, do u miss me, why i m so stipid n childish,why i dun ask u stright-forwardly, wt did i worry about, why did ifeel shy, how many u lie me, which is ture n which is false, why didi believe u for 10000%, why u lie me, why dun tell me face to face..whenever n whatever n whoever n wherever happened between us make me feek sickall those memories make me sad, make me throw outi m the mrs.wt is going onwhen i read 'in relation with', there is a sharp knife cut into myheart, with fresh blood. why people do that, why i saw the pic ofbitch in hagendazzeit is our dated place!how can u do that, dun u get a new idea for dating other?u make me sad, u went quieting without any wordu destoried all my plans for luner year holiday, valentine day,chinese valentine day, my birthday, my wedding, my sons/ dougters snames, my family and even my lifedun treat me so nice, phone me every day n night n morning calls youevery day if u are such a terrible bad taste manu dropped me down as i was the most lonelyu dropped me down as i needed help at that timeu always want to be a better man in front of people, did u ever thinkabout my feeling? is it so useless to consider mine?dun pretend absent-minded all the time, u would not forget who is thebitch watch happy birthday with u, probably the bitch, otherwise, ucan tell meplease pretent not to response so quickly about the word 'hkust'dun let me know that u went to mk cafe with someone i cant guess with 0 hint.never dine n sig with the bitch whenever n whatever there is0.001%chance to meet megood byeyou did sth wrong first, dun give any foolish comment about wt i donext, because, i dun know wt will i behave when i see you againdevil but not the most devil, u will never get a warm, fortune, lovelyfamily!!!!